Thursday, February 5, 2009
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Study e longest~~
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Fucking hate 2dae~~Morning still 0k la~~dad fetch me 2 skool..then eat at canteen~~ then start skool los~~but 2dae like no leisure liddat~~ spent abt 10hrs in skool.. then slept in bus as always~~ then go cut hair~~quite short but better than the last hair cut bah =] go home i still help sweep floor~~ then when bathing mum came back los~~didnt say anything then face 'black black' Again sure is at work got problem then reach home will liddat~~then picking things to scold me~~jus hate it~~after awhile then ok le~~ but now,its not..
i jus now jus finish part 0f revision on skool work le~ then goin play on9 game wif gary nia~~not even 30 mins she came to my room stand ther for some time,wif noise 0f cos~~showin tat she not happy~~i ask her wat then she come kp~~knn ccb i cannot do anything rather then study meh? say wat i dunnoe help them think~~say wat electricity is expensive watever shit~~say i not mature watever,in thinkin~~ pls la,m00d not g00d pick on me~~i say her she kept say 'u think i like to scold u ah' i hereby say 'YES YOU ARE' YOU REALLY ARE...u like to scold for nothing~~cause 0f her bad m00d~~i noe she got trouble in workin~~but its not fair to always pick 0n me at a situation like this~~ moreover,2dae i also very stressed up alrdy~~still keep saying all this things..somemore i quitting smokin in progress~~2morrow i sure smoke back lia0...trust me~~i had enough~~
When talk abt smoking~~she always like to say is my friends make me like this~~but i can say,yes its true~~but wat make me continue this habit is because 0f her! she thinks s0 squarly n nvr admit herself makin any mistakes~~jus wan to make sure i wont get to wrong paths 0nly but nvr consider how i feels & how i get things work out~ she dun UNDERSTAND AT ALL~~i had been tolerating for long le~~i have no 1 to talk to~~no 1 can understand my true background~~my bro noe only~~but i cant always find dem~~counsellor? i lazy~~ ZzzLabels: Wher is my future~~
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