Sunday, February 15, 2009

- Band photo sh00t ^_^ :

HAha~~2dae mornin stupid mum wake me up go market eat..then after whuch i n dad go the bugis ther do my hp things...change to student plan somehow... then go home after which.. mum say she go out awhile so i was alone when i reach home los~~ then prepare to go out to bugis 1st to try out left 4 dead? i crazy lols... then after that play finish le felt quite a nice game ha! then met kok at city hall luhs~~ then gary n star dunnoe at wher...when heard they at bukit batok i stunt tio lols~~ then i n kok go to the singapore musuem los.. then gary nvr bring camera~~ cb lols...use his hp take~~still fine bah i think..diaoz... then take here take ther finish le go to esplanade there lo haha~~we ate mos burger.. then when leavin i go ask for hp no. lei? i crazy le lolz~~0f cos failed as i expected.. haha~~ realised that i am becomin more 'da dan' le.. dunnoe why wont feel sad when rejected & hear that kok say they say me 'disgusting' huh? the gal's friends? they 'lai ang more disgusting then my face of looks 0k?! lols~~ i say they only ah~~ no 0ffence to other gals haha~~

Then we go to esplanade ther de water fountain ther? then watch shows~~ the band played quite well..yeah...& half way ther is tis 0ld man dancing in the front 0f the stage lols~~ so funny las.. dance throughout the song sia..from l00ks i think got 60+ le still so 'huo ye' admired by him haha..then discuss abt our band things? yeah.. so thats it los

tink i started not to care abt wat i am doin le.. pple may c me as a hongster..i dun care le.. i jus do watever craze that i fell like.. until the right 1 appears infront 0f me again haha~~

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{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
9:29 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

- Valentine day~~ :

So long time nvr post liddat~~ abit funny things happen few days ago las~~4 example me n gary climb fence through the skool fence to go out for lunch! think we r the 1st 1 to do tat stunt xD then gary is also the 1st 1 to go online we his lappy in the new skool eh? then also something like having REALIFE CS wif bubble tea de pearl 0.0? lols~~Sososo~~let me begin again 2dae~~ lala

2dae realli happen alot things eh~~ getting my thinkin better somehow~~abt relationship lols~~ 2dae valentine day~~& my valentine is 'OTAK' Wtfish~~ =D working todae~~go work auntie ask again nvr go out wif the 'gal' meh? get pissed off again~~why leave so memories here eh? ZZz should not 0ffer the part time work to her xD then so mani pple keep askin diaoz~~ then keep seeing the flowers here n ther~~ heart ballons here n ther~~hate this feeling...gary & kok also pei gf i think bah haha~~at least they come find me in the end xD

Then 2dae at workin ther i ate alot 0f things~~ mood swing time i like to eat so~~ eat eat eat~~till i eat something special lawls~~the oneh oneh~~her favorite..somehow i eat 4 le then not being careful,i dropped 2~~lols.. WHY 2!!!! stupid~~ then go every corner around the estate will think 0f the past tat happened liddat~~ like 2dae so weird~~ then at nite sms her~~after hearing somethings then felt abit amused lawls~~ then my band members come find me~~slack n do stupid stuffs~~2morrow goin to photo shoot~~muesum~~n go esplanade~~hope 2morrow will b a better day =]

i realli dunnoe wat is in wif me~~seems like i dk who is the 1 i realli love..is like anything will do..i hate tis.. the past like flung my personalities upside down.. is it jus temporarily? or am i goin to a 'flirt' somehow? izzit tat i still love the 1 i am sayin now? fuck i dunnoe~~i think i need time to c00l down & think properly~~ but somehow the percentage for her will be higher~~but the shadows 0f the past still appears~~im afraid that past will happen again...& change my concept 0f love~~if that really happens~~ idk wat will i become~~ T.T FUCKING HATE THIS~~!!!!

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{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
9:17 AM

Sunday, February 8, 2009

- 2dae sucks? :

Boring day~~lols...2dae mornin use com awhile,then do housework...after which,tried to study but feel abit sick leis...got headace..so eat medicine then go sleep..slept abt 5hrs...omg haha..wake up alot sms n missed calls... but none 0f them is the 1 i am waiting... thenwake up le go buy dinner...then reach home le do up some hw n revision.. then play dota...

then ltr on play rise of nations wif gary & kok...kns~~2 gang me 1..then after winnin me kok send 1 nuclear bomb to gary base then gary high alrdy lols~~then quit game...so sianz 2dae..

actually u asked me if i feel sad to brk wif u.. seriously im not at all..i said abit is not to hurt u cos i dunnoe wat u thinkin...since after which u said ur feelings had faded much more faster then wat i did,i felt relieved..At least i nvr hurt u,thats gd haha~~ No need to say srry~~i am born to be hurt in relationships i guessed =]

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{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
7:41 AM

Saturday, February 7, 2009

- ytd wake me up :

Didnt post ytd,so post ytd things on this mornin~~ =] ytd went to work~~mornin go toa payoh wan to do the sintel thingy,changein my plan but nvr open...lols... then after which reach workin place ard 12~~ then 1+ cousin came,help also~~2dae suppose the 0tak will not sell finish cos 1k++ but haven 7 finish le...dam fast~~then my cousin gf got come mah~~memories struck up during that period too~~then my cousin wan to 0ff next sat,which is apparently valentine day~~so he confirm me 2 work on that day so he can 0ff...since im alone so i say 0k los~~valentine day pass wif my dead fish '0tak' T.T

reach home use com~~play games los~~then suddenly ex gf sms me abt a show that i watched wif her last time is on channel 8..the 'liang bo hu' Comedy 1...then go watch,brings back memories...then she kept sayin the past things~~then say until wan me jio~~i say if i jio her after a mean time can mah cos i cannot 1 leg step 2 boat even if my current is so called the 'internet on9' stead...then she say see time...then can say i still got feeling to her,then i ask her immediately 1stly to jio her,2ndly to test her...indeed she take her old things to say...sayin she dun believe guys anymore n stuff...say until like i am 1 0f them who hurt her~~hate it...then when the show abt to end, i sms her that she is the 1 who dun believe n trust me 1st, not i...then she nvr reply le...

when sleepin,i kept thinking...i am not as gd person in relationship as i think... isnt it? if she really say 0k,im on two boat...so before sleepin,i jus sms my current to brk.. im not suprised taht she sms back 'ok' wif smiling face this mornin =] it happened b4 few times...getting sick wif all this... wats on ur mind...F* F***g...

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{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
5:32 PM

Friday, February 6, 2009

- Back 2 old =] :

2Dae back to old times~~ =D but 2dae was an exciting & interesting day i should say =] go skool at chem lesson teacher nvr come~~s0 open table play Blackjack xD Rafi banker =X then play until very qi cham T.T i lost $2~~heng~~pple play very big wor~~$1~2 liddat~~hahas~~then after skool we play again~~i dunnoe how,i manage to lose until i owe $20++ liddat~~i stun sia~~then i carefully place bet le~~then in time clear all & win $2 more,which cover my mornin debt! s0 i nvr win or lose for whole day!!! xDD scary sia~~will not anyhow play next time le dangerous =X dam heng los~~

Then after which,as wat i say ytd,i went to smoke wif gary~~hahas~~then go home after which~~do housework le then play game awhile~~then go t0 bugis meet hua kim,his bf kelvin& hua gek? *srry if pronounce wrong* =X then go shisha~~*srry if pronounce wrong again?* T.T lols~~quite an experience lolz~~but no kik 1 xD only when u hold 0n the puff 0f cigrette n hold it,then take in the shisha again then the kik is really dam strong xDthen at ther eat eat tok tok~~very gd place to be & slack somehow~~then say history~~T.T funny,idiotic,shameful,backstabers,watever~~yea..then 9.30++ they need go le..then gary n i go meet kok go arcade play awhile~~dragon blade gary failed again T.T! lolz

then take bus home los~~she called me =] then nvr talk much~~haha~~mayb brcos 0f wat happen recently then m00d swing bah? T.T thats all for 2dae bah =]

1 more thing,if kok Boon~~u got see this post or sumthing,i hereby gif u my opinion again~~dun too00 'teng' ur gf~~ u cant gif her silver spoon for life am i right? if u do tat,u will regret 1 day if sumthing wrong happen~~dun end up like me =] yea ^_^

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{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
7:04 AM

Thursday, February 5, 2009

- Study e longest~~ :

Fucking hate 2dae~~Morning still 0k la~~dad fetch me 2 skool..then eat at canteen~~ then start skool los~~but 2dae like no leisure liddat~~ spent abt 10hrs in skool.. then slept in bus as always~~ then go cut hair~~quite short but better than the last hair cut bah =] go home i still help sweep floor~~ then when bathing mum came back los~~didnt say anything then face 'black black' Again sure is at work got problem then reach home will liddat~~then picking things to scold me~~jus hate it~~after awhile then ok le~~ but now,its not..

i jus now jus finish part 0f revision on skool work le~ then goin play on9 game wif gary nia~~not even 30 mins she came to my room stand ther for some time,wif noise 0f cos~~showin tat she not happy~~i ask her wat then she come kp~~knn ccb i cannot do anything rather then study meh? say wat i dunnoe help them think~~say wat electricity is expensive watever shit~~say i not mature watever,in thinkin~~ pls la,m00d not g00d pick on me~~i say her she kept say 'u think i like to scold u ah' i hereby say 'YES YOU ARE' YOU REALLY ARE...u like to scold for nothing~~cause 0f her bad m00d~~i noe she got trouble in workin~~but its not fair to always pick 0n me at a situation like this~~ moreover,2dae i also very stressed up alrdy~~still keep saying all this things..somemore i quitting smokin in progress~~2morrow i sure smoke back lia0...trust me~~i had enough~~

When talk abt smoking~~she always like to say is my friends make me like this~~but i can say,yes its true~~but wat make me continue this habit is because 0f her! she thinks s0 squarly n nvr admit herself makin any mistakes~~jus wan to make sure i wont get to wrong paths 0nly but nvr consider how i feels & how i get things work out~ she dun UNDERSTAND AT ALL~~i had been tolerating for long le~~i have no 1 to talk to~~no 1 can understand my true background~~my bro noe only~~but i cant always find dem~~counsellor? i lazy~~ Zzz

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{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
7:14 AM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

- Tired 0ff~~ :

Todae wake up feelin dam sleepy~~slept abit late despite noticing it~~planned to take cab~~but when i went down my house the bus came~~so take lor lolz~~ then reach skool at canteen eat mee~~bell rang le still eating..after which get to lesson~~poa teacher always sot sot de,although i can't deny that she is quite a gd teacher somehow~~haha~~then got maths test~~alot qn no time do Zzz~~forget it~~then i go home 1st los~~

0n e way slept in bus~dam tired~reach home on com los~awhile then i 0ff le..D0 the sweeping~~then i go sleep awhile,not even 15mins mum came home~start kping le~wonder why woman like to nag so much on children T.T thendo wat she wan le i go study abit... after awhile gary called me then tell me he at the mac at my house market ther le,then i remembered i say 0k to study at mac~totally forgot it~~then study study~~at 10pm then go slack @ nearby carpark~~multi storey 1~~then he smoke~ then when goin that time he go play wif the fire hose at the carpark ther T.T swing it at the floor still 0k~he then swing out 0f the 5th storey carpark Lolz!!! dunnoe got kana pple anot haha xP then we faster Zha0~~then go pei him wait for bus.

My history repeated on him xD when we goin reach the bus stop,we saw his bus comin~~then say gd bye,the point when i turn my head back,that bus pass by me =.=! missed it lols~~i was abt to laugh but saw the 2nd bus that he could take behind the 1st tat left..thought he gonna take dat bus,but in e end, it jus passed again!! XD gary the face 'kuee qu' then i kept laughing none stop~~'bua tahan' xD then when the 3rd bus came, i stand on the yellow box & wave, make sure it stops haha =P then he got in los =] then i head home los~~

These few days is so weird~~its s33ms like we r jus a pair..0f..N0rmal..Friends...~~~

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{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
7:10 AM